did a extremely sucky cover on fb.. aiya dunno whats my problem..
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ok i want to tweet and complain but i scared ppl find me irritating on twitter so i shall just blog..
sigh i feel sooo insecure sometimes...
why cant i be prettier?
why cant i be skinnier?
why cant i be cuter?
why i so ................ unlikeable
why are my friends all better than me..........
whywhywhy am i not smarter?
why good things happen to ppl and bad things happen to me only...........
i mean why am i so ugly why am i so fat why am i just a childish little kid in people's eyes.....................................................
i want to cry byebye :(
why now my complexion like worser...................
why dont i sing like extremely well but just ok..
why my results so sucky...
why am i born like this................... but i also am afraid of death
life so ironic..
why no ppl love meeee
okeh i think i can add like 1000 more why i not this tahtahtah things on this post.
if only .......... zz
kk i should try to appreciate more but i just cant..
ok i think u guys will want to slap my face cos im such a whiny bitch................
Y I SO IRRITATING
am i too mean? am i too fierce?
am i too egoistic?
am i too tomboy am i too childish am i too friendly am i too eccentric o.o do i play too hard to get? i mean im confused too seriously. someone help meee
i want to change for the better i want more people to appreciate me
but like this world really very tough,
no matter what u do how hard u try.. there is still more to do and change for.
idk what i talking already. have been coughing for 100 DAYS sian too greedy
but one thing i dun understand, how can some people just 'use' me and then say bye like u dont have feelings one are u all heartless? but i do right? i mean idk what i did. do i trust ppl too easily? am i naive? i know, im too easily attached to ppl.
thats why i really like to keep a distance sometimes
also maybe because my pride is too high.
this world is just too scary D:
the truth hurts it scares me. but i also dont wanna be delusional
issit true that there is really someone who will love u in a package? like inclusive of all of your flaws.
I NEED CONFIDENCE i need all the ingredients that made the powerpuff girls.
You need to love yourself more. stop complaining about yourself. if you can't accept yourself, how can others accept you? don't ask AM I? SAY, I AM. Accept the facts. and find any lose flaws that perhaps maybe get on other ppl's or your nerves and try to change it. and if u keep looking down on yourself, literally, nobody will ever like you mate. chill out man. peace homie.
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